Defeated. Self-Sabotage. 

In my reflections post about everything that’s been going on with me recently regarding personal and school.   I feel so defeated…   Was there a point in writing a letter to the dean or the chair of my concerns? Was there a point in trying to be heard? They talk about the rights of those with disabilities, but are those for the obvious?   I have several mental illnesses.

Life Update, Sorry it has been so long.

I know it’s been awhile since I posted on here. Most of you know, and some don’t; I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been going through therapy since 2018, and I’ve been on medications for it since 2014. I have learned a great deal about my mental health and what healthy relationships and boundaries

Communication is key…

People without a mental illness don’t understand or care that communication is essential for emotional stability. Especially for someone with Borderline Personality Disorder, we feel things so much more intensely than the average person. Being rejected, ridiculed, or invalidated is as painful as being physically hit. It’s why most will self-harm because physical pain is

Creators of my world Skeliholm

I know it’s been some time since I wrote anything on here. I’ve thrown myself into diamond painting and also writing down my world finally. I got the timeline of everything down and it’s slowly coming together. My world does have a name lol it’s called Skeliholm! I have it figured out to be at

This reality sucks.

It has been a few weeks since I have posted anything. It was not on purpose; I just had an extreme episode of depression that stopped me from doing many things. So much has happened since my last posting. The first thing that happened was that I was scammed. I started to write out something