Feeling better…

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Well, I’m doing a lot better. I’m finally able to eat solid food. I’ve been able to for the past couple days now. I’m glad that I don’t feel like I’m starving myself. Though, I’m keeping track of my calorie intake. I want to make sure I’m getting enough and I don’t over indulge. I’ve been staying at 193lbs. I’m gonna start getting back into yoga. Doc told me not to do more than that right now since my joints hurt so much when I work out. He wants me to work up to doing more intense workouts.
I got a basic yoga pack of with 3 DVDs for beginners. I want to start slow and work my way up. Don’t want to pull or strain anything. I’m certain all my muscles and joints are badly out of shape. So yeah…
Oh here’s the pack I got…

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It’s a simple kit but it works for now.
Brandon got a yoga mat on cyber Monday so that’ll come in handy.
I got crochet hooks on cyber Monday. They’re made of bamboo…

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I’m happy with them. Got some sizes that I don’t have. (∩_∩).
We celebrated brandons birthday. He got Ferraro’s for dinner. Rest of us had tater tot casserole. I couldn’t eat much but it was soft enough so I could have a little. I also made him strawberry cheesecake. It turned out great. I also made coffee cheesecake and that was a failure. I added way to much gelatin. Otherwise everything was good.
So yea, not much has been going on. Watching movies and laying in bed a lot. Being bored. If I think of anything else I’ll post again. For now we’ll leave it at this. Later!

For anyone wondering…

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The last few days have been interesting…

Well, Thursday evening I went to bed around 8 pm. Woke up at 10 pm with really bad cramping. At first I thought they were menstrual cramps. My side started hurting.. I ended up going to the bathroom with really bad diarrhea. That lasted through the night. I got up at 5:30 and it was no longer poop it was blood. My stomach and side felt like I was being stabbed. I went to the hospital. I was on the floor in pain.

I got there, they checked me in. I was still hurting. crying bending over. They asked for a poop sample and urine sample. I gave them urine but the only thing coming out door number 2 was blood. They put me in a room gave me nausea meds and pain killers and took some blood. I laid there for 2 hrs. Only saw the doctor for 2 mins. I didn’t get my test results back. A nurse came in handed me a little kit to take home for poo. I told her there’s only blood coming out and that I gave what I could already. She said it wasn’t good enough. She handed me the kit said someone will be in with discharge papers and to get dressed. The other nurse came in and asked me why I was getting dressed and I told her the other nurse told me to. She looked as confused as I felt. She came back in handed me my papers and said they determined I has acute diarrhea. Oh and gave me a script for stomach cramping.

Mentally thinking: Really? Why am I bleeding out of my asshole!?

I didn’t say anything. I felt pushed aside and that I wasn’t that important enough to even talk to about the test results. They made me feel like I was just bothering them. It’s really frustrating.

I came home. My mom decided to call my primary doc, who wasn’t in, so I ended up seeing his PA. He talked to me and said I most likely had a bad encounter with gluten. When I went to the restaurant the day before. He did get on the hospital servers and found that my blood tests showed a high white count. It wasn’t abnormal high, just that my body was fighting an infection. So he gave me a script for some antibiotics.

Okay, cool. I’ll just have to be extra careful the next couple days with what I eat. I’ll take the pills and all would be good…

*sigh*

The meds I got from the hospital made the pain worse. I stopped those. I took the antibiotics for a day. I broke out in hives. Stopped those and took a benadryl. On top of that it’s been hurting my stomach like crazy every time I eat solid food. So been on a liquid diet sense Friday. So tomorrow that’ll be a week on nothing but fluids. I’ve lost 6 lbs sense then. Which isn’t a problem, I could lose some.

Anyways, yesterday I went in to urgent care cause the pain was still there and I still didn’t have answers. I found out there that the doctor at the ER felt I was feeling better and so decided to let me go home…….

Okay, I was fucking high as a kite from the dilaudid they fucking gave me. So yea, I wasn’t feeling much at all. And besides how would she know she didn’t see me except the first 2 mins after I got checked in. She never came back to see how I was doing. I only saw the nurses after that!

Anyways, back to urgent care. They did blood work, and demanded pee from me. Then did a ultra sound on my gallbladder, spleen, appendix, and kidneys. They actually went over the tests with me and at least told me they didn’t find anything. They wanted poo as well but I haven’t gone sense Saturday at 2 in the morning. I only know that cause I put everything they needed in there little sample thingy. So I could give it to them the next day. The PA told us if I went over night to put it in the fridge then bring it in first thing. We take it in and they said they need it within the first 2 hrs within freshness. lol I don’t know how else to write that so that’s how you get it. So they gave me another container… And I haven’t gone #2 sense then.

Today I had an OBGYN app. and I asked about the possibility that I had a miscarriage. Sense a lot of the pain was in the nether regions. He did an exam and took blood I have to in for an ultra sound. After that he said he would talk to me if he found any thing. He doesn’t think I had a miscarriage. But he does want to know why I’m so tender in that area. So, yea…….

I talked to my primary doc over the phone and he wants me to stop all meds besides birth control and to take a laxative sense I haven’t gone #2 in so long. He wants to see if that helps the pain. If not then I have to go see a GI.

So that’s about it so far… I weigh 196 now cause of my liquid diet. I’ve only been getting about between 600-900 calories a day. I’m drinking nutritional shakes to make sure I’m not losing to much nutrients. Along with cabbage soup after I boil the crap out of the veggies to where I don’t have to chew them. It’s sad cause I like crunchy veggies but oh well.

That’s all I got for now. If anything changes I’ll post an update. I hope everyone else is having a good week. I’ll talk to ya laterz!

Oops…

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I just realized I forgot to mention, in my last post, I shaved the sides of my head. Here’s one side. It’s the same on both sides.

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And yes I dyed my hair red. I really like having red hair. It’s just a pain to keep up. Sense it fades pretty fast.
I shaved the sides cause I was just getting really frustrated with my hair on the sides right there. They poke out everywhere if I don’t hair spray them down. I know my hair does that cause of my glasses. Plus, I also really like the style. I though about it for about 8 months before I did it. I also cut 5 inches off my hair. The person cut my hair was so ecstatic. She said she hasn’t done very many cuts like this. She was just as excited as I was. (∩_∩).
I might go to a different color but I’m not sure what color yet. I’ve considered purple. But not sure yet.
Anywaaaaayyyyssss…. I know I might remember something to put on here that I forgot in my first post.
If I remember I’ll make another post (∩_∩).

Yup…

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OK, where to start lol. I’m terrible, I know…
I’ve been in a big time rut. I’ve only worn makeup a few times sense I last posted on here. Haven’t done a whole lot really. So where to start…
We’ll start with arts and crafts.
Got two presents made for my nieces. Got to get the other two made. I’m trying to learn more with crocheting. I’m wanting to learn to use a sewing machine. So I can make new curtains for my room. I got the fabric. It has bats all over it. Also fabric for pillow cases. Those have a scenery of a graveyard on them. They were on sale for half off a yard. I guess till I learn, I’ll stock up on fabric when it’s on sale. Here’s a pic of the fabric I got.

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I also got a little box for my crochet hooks. My yarn cutter sits in it too.

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In actually getting more hooks off of amazon for $3. I’ll post a pic when I get them.
I’ve also been trying to get back into painting and drawing. Did a pumpkin picture, mostly just messing around with different mediums.

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I used water colors, oil paints, pastels and colored pencils. I was bored. I want to do more though. Ooh and my mom and dad got me some Christmas ornaments that I can paint. Got 2 done.

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I had to get more paint to do the other two cause I did have to throw out a lot of my paints due to bring old or dried out. Do I grabbed this. It was $10 at wallyworld. I still want to get a clear gloss to put over them to protect them.

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My other creative outlet makeup. As I said I’ve only worn makeup a couple times sense June really. Here’s a couple looks I did.

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This is the most recent. I guess I didn’t take pics of the other ones. I didn’t even wear makeup on my anniversary. Yup, been in a rut.
Speaking of anniversary… Brandon surprised me with flowers and a card. Also made lunch for us. It was just chicken wings and fries but I was still really happy. Here’s the flowers and card.

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We call each other teddy bear and snuggle bear (∩_∩). Hmmm, can’t remember the dinner that night… Oh well… Anyways… My best friend gave us the cutest anniversary gift.

(update: I remembered our dinner lol I made homemade lasagna lol. We also watched Jurassic world)

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I used it to make muffins teehee(∩_∩)…
Halloween I ate a lot of fatty foods and candy. It was a fatty kind of day.
I’ve actually fallen off track of my healthy eating for awhile there. But I’m getting back on it. Been eating a lot of cabbage soup. It’s really good with spam.

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Back to portioning my food out again. I really feel off of everything when our power any out for 4 days. We lost a lot of food. But was able to save the turkeys for thanksgiving and Christmas. We stashed them at my brothers sense his power only went out for 4hrs.
A really intense wind storm hit us. There was 180,000 people with out power at the height of the storm. Took 10 days for everyone to get it back on. I really feel sorry for those who lost it for that long. The over night temps went into the teens during that time. Avista did give gift card for food for those who were without power on thanksgiving. Which I do think was nice. They worked hard and without injury. Last thing I want is for someone to get hurt.
My mom and husband work at Zips and they were the only restaurant with power on the street. So let’s say they were freaking busy. The customers had a half her wait for food. They also nearly ran out of food a couple times. The owner did come in and help in the kitchen after volunteering cutting wood for 5hrs. He’s a good guy. They were pretty busy for about 4-5 days. So it was an event in its self. But if you want to test out candles just light them when your powers out lol. I was surprised at how long some of ours lasted lol. And they still have wax in them lol.
Oh and few days before hand I can’t remember the date but I got a really pretty picture of a sunrise.

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OK, my phone says it was on November 7 lol. It was a little more orange pink than that in person but it’s still gorgeous.
Hmmm, what else is there to talk about…
Oh my husband tried out a box called comic con box. This is what it had in it…

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And yes I grabbed the shirt and plushie(^~^).
I guess I’ll do another post if I think of anything else. So till next time. Later!