Biggest influences in my life…

As I’ve grown there have been many influences in my life. That have helped me grow and learn. As you grow people ask you “Who is your biggest influence?” or they ask “Who do you look up to?” “Who’s your inspiration?”

Being someone who grew up always feeling alone and not having many friends. This is something I have to really think about. The thought crossed my mind while in the car. I started thinking about if someone asked me that I’m not sure what to say. So I started to think more and more about it. This is what I came up with…

My Biggest Influences, Admire, Inspiration …

I admire my parents. They’ve been through so much and have done more for me then any ones knows. I try to do what I can to show them how much I appreciate them and sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough. They do so much. I wish I could do more for them.

I also admire my best friend. She’s the first real friend I’ve had and she’s a strong woman. I don’t think she hears that enough, but she is. She has the biggest heart. Sometimes I’m envious of how much love she has to share. I love her so much. She’s my sister from another mister. I’m so happy I met her at Havermale.

I admire my husband too. He loves me even when I feel I don’t deserve it. He takes care of me. He makes me smile when I don’t feel like it. He holds me when I’m upset. He kisses me all the time. He has so much love. I can only hope I’m able to fully show him how much I love him. He cares so much. I enjoy spending every minute with him. I pout when he goes to work and perk up when he gets home. I get so giddy thinking about him. I love him. He’s such a good man. He’s my teddy bear. I love him.

My inspiration for makeup would have to be more then one person. So many people inspire me with makeup. I’ll list a few of the ones I watch all the time…

Pixiwoo
Pinkstylist
MadeYewLook
Sokolum
gossmakeupartist
goldiestarling
Lilith Moon
Vintageortacky
My Simple Little Pleasures

These are only a few of the people I watch. I love makeup, hair, nails, and fashion in general. I love special effects makeup. If there was a school here in town that taught it I would be there.

I do have a fashion inspiration, but she more then just a fashion inspiration. She’s an inspiration to help me learn to love my body. She started the Effyourbeautystandards this year. I basically teaches girl and guys that no matter what size, shape, or color you are, you are beautiful. That you do mean something. There’s more to beauty then skin, or a reflection. It’s a matter of your heart. You have a beautiful heart and mind and you will crush mountains. This models name is Tess Munster. You can find her Facebook page here – https://www.facebook.com/TessMunster. Following her alone has inspired me to love myself and to believe I can accomplish those goals in fashion and beauty that I’ve always wanted to go after.

Who has influenced me the most through my life. Growing up I didn’t have friends really. I talked to people, we spent time but it wasn’t a real friends ship when those people talk and make fun of you behind your back. Or ignore you when they make friends with someone else. So yeah, I was alone a lot.

So the people who Influenced me the most were my family in general. My parents, my brothers, my aunts, my uncles, my grandparents, cousins. Everyone who I grew up with. They were my friends. They’re the ones who influenced me the most. Aside from fictional characters from movies, TV, books/manga, and anime.

Heck I’ll talk about them too!

I watched Nightmare before Christmas so much as a kid I know it by heart. When it first came out. My mom rented it for me. I had her rent it 5 times before she just went ahead and bought it lol. That movie influenced my darker side of fashion. I love the style of that movie. I dunno I felt happy watching it all the time.
I also love the movie Lord Of the Rings. I didn’t know anything about it till after I met Cindy but I love it now. I watch it at least once every other week (^_^). It’s a movie that show’s no matter how big you are, you can defeat evil. That the small can change the world for the better. That there still is good in the world. Though, now a days I don’t see it very often.
I’ve watched so much anime, It’s hard to pick one. The wallflower, the main character in it is Sunako-chan. She’s beautiful, strong, not the prettiest, not popular. She would rather fade away then be around people. And that’s how I’ve felt a lot through out the years. So I can relate to her character. She’s also the tiny pic for this post hehe.
Naruto has taught me to never stop fighting for what you want. He’s a persistent kid who everyone hates, cause he has a demon inside him. But he doesn’t let it discourage him. He fights to become the strongest so he can protect the very village who shun’d him. He fought every day for there love and approval. And right now in the series everyone loves him and fights to protect him now.
Those are the two anime’s I watch the most and can repeatedly watch them.

So yeah, these are the people who inspire, influence, me and who I admire. I love everyone more then I know how to show. I love my family, and truly appreciate the few friends I do have. So thank you everyone. I love you! Till next time. Laterz!

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