Random thought…


You're the wolf who brings joy and hope to those who have been stripped. It's such a luxury to those who've always have it, who never lost it. You fear that wolfs grip. You kill so that wolf won't smell the fear. he who brings joy and hope to those whose souls been stripped of it.


Well, i figured sense i haven't updated about my life for awhile on here, that i should at least post something…
Wedding – we're getting the mansion paid in full this next week and going to also make the catering contract. We're not sure how much we'll end up paying for catering till a week before the wedding. That's when we should have a final count of all who is coming. I've sent out all the invitations Monday. So, everyone should be getting one. Even if we know they're not coming, i wanted them to still get one and have an engagement photo of us. I've gotten my wedding dress and am looking for the perfect shoes now. From the looks of things i might have to order them online. But that's okay, I found a really cute pair on there. I still need to call a bakery for a cake and find out the prices. Also, reserve the cake and cupcakes for the day. I found who i want to be the minister for the wedding, I need to call them and set up everything. Still need to buy the rings too and get the bridesmaid dresses. I went to a wedding expo this last weekend and some of the venders looked a bit annoyed when i told them that i didn't need them. Oh well, I want to be organized. I won't have as much anxiety if I'm organized and get things done early. I rather be early then be getting everything the last minute.

Movies – Watched "Lincoln" the other night. It was a good movie. Not like, 'OMG you must watch it' more like 'it's good, if your in a historical mood'. I'll put it this way, if you liked the "Kings Speech" you'll like "Lincoln" (^_^). Brandon bought "Les Miserables" that's such a good movie. Oh and mom bought "The Hobbit". It's such a good movie, it's gonna be one of the favorites like "Lord of the Rings".

Books – Haven't been reading mush. Just haven't been in the mood.

Games – Haven't been playing games much. Been getting really motion sick lately.

Makeup – Well, I've been posting on here the makeup I've been getting. So, haven't bought much sense we're saving up for the wedding. It's sad but ya gotta do what ya gotta do. So, if I buy any makeup now it's going to be meant for the wedding or a possibility to use for the wedding. I already know what Foundation I want and that's Makeup Forever HD. It's suppose to be the best for combination skin and for weddings. I'm hoping it works for me. I'm thinking about getting a sample so I can see how my skin will react to it. I'm thinking about getting MAC's Mineral powder to set it all with too. For blush I want Tarte's Amazonian Clay 12 hr blush in Doll Face. It's a nice light pink and it's matte. I want to be able to control how much shine is on my face the day of. I'm trying to find a waterproof eyeliner in nude. Rimmel London seems to be popular, maybe I'll order that online and give it a try. Not sure about mascara at the moment. I just know I want that waterproof too. We know there's going to be a few tears that day so I want to be prepared LOL. For lips I'm going to do simple nude color. Prolly just use a lip plumper or something. Oh and I want to get Urban Decay setting spray and primer potion. I don't need to worry about my eyebrows they're full enough. Just gonna get them waxed a couple days before. I'll figure out the eye shadow that day. I haven't picked out a concealer, gotta find what works best for around the eyes mostly. Sense I have fine lines around my eyes.  

Health – Not much new going on with my health. Still have stomach problems. But I'm really trying to lose weight. I'm tired of being this big and knocking things down with my butt when I walk by something.

youtube – Haven't been making many video's. Only been posting about my beauty boxes. Still thinking about the makeup tutuorials. I have the makeup to do it. I think once I can get a area in the house that I feel comfertable doing and filming my makeup then I'll start doing them. But we'll see what happens.

Family – Not much going on with the family.

Okay, I don't know what else to put down so this is it for now. Till next time. Laterz!

March Glossybox…

Elite Models Liner in the color Matte Brown, ModelCo Cheek & lip tint in the color Rosy Red, Pixi Magic Tink Tint in the color Happy Thoughts Pink, Prestiche Essential Oil Bar soap in Lavender, lastly Sebastian Professional Super Fierce Hairspray.

March glossybox 2013

Birchbox March 18 2013…

Caldrea Body Lotion in three different scents Tea olive lime, aloe water apricot, and coconut fig. Make Eyeshdow in the color Cement also Make face primer with an SPF 30. Nick Chavez Beverly Hills Shampoo and conditioner. Lastly Makewell for Birchbox Emery Board.

march birchbox

March Ipsy 2013…

March Ipsy
Juice Beauty – Hydrating Mist
LA Flash Travel lite –  Makeup Remover Wipes
GlamRX – Magnetic Palette
Yaby showdows in Seashell and Azalea Petal
And of course the bag it all comes in.

march Ipsy

Olay Fresh Effects Va-Va-Vivid


I've been using the Olay fresh effects va-va-vivid cleansing system sense march 1, the day I got it. It's made my face feel fresh and soft. I love how it's small and portable. The unique shape of the cleanser gets all the hard to reach places on my face. I've always had a hard time making sure around my nose and piercing were clean. With this I can get around my face no problem as well as making sure my piercings are staying clean too. The cleansing solution that comes with it is very nice. It doesn't smell, and it's not harsh on my skin. I have very sensitive skin. So when I use something that doesn't make me break out or get a rash after using it, is a winner in my book. The cleansing system costs 12.99 which compared to other cleansing systems is a really great price. To purchase a full size of the fresh effects shine shine go away that comes with the cleanser is only 6.99 and that's for a 5oz. The one that comes in the kit is only 0.68oz. I do plan on purchasing the full size. I'm also going to look into get the lotion. Cause rite now I've just been using my cetephil lotion after I use the cleansing system. You can purchase the Olay fresh effects products on http://www.olayfresheffects.com, http://www.amazon.com, http://www.Drugstore.com, http://www.Target.com, http://www.Walmart.com as well as any other site that carries Olay.


I received this product complimentary from Influenster for testing and review purposes.

Secret Clinical Strength Stress Response

I have always used Secret deodorant. So when I got Secret clinical strength stress response deodorant in my Influenter box I was very happy. I already know I love the brand. I usually use the one for wearing dark clothes sense I mostly wear dark clothes. This one is more of a cream ;the other one I use is a solid stick. They both smell very nice. The clinical strength has a citrus scent to it which I love. It's also not an over powering fragrance unlike some other brands of deodorant. I've been using this sense I got it on March 1. I've been planing my wedding sense December. I used this deodorant instead of my usual one to go try on dresses. I was sweaty every where except where I used secret clinical strength. I am planning on using this for my wedding day. I really love this product and plan on purchasing it. It can be found at http://www.secret.com/clinical-deodorant It costs between 7.99 and 9.99.

I received this product complimentary of Influenster.

Popsugar Must Have 2013…


Heather Belle Signature Tassel Necklace,
The Laundress Specialty washes,
Corkatoo Corkscrew,
Buxom Sculpted Lash Mascara,
Hollywood Fashion Secrets Sweater Saver,
The New Black Nail Polish,
Marshmallow Peeps,
Hollywood Fashion Secrets Fashion Tape Assortment Pack.

Popsugar March 2013

Beauty Army – March 2013

BATH & BODY WORKS – Sweet Pea Shower Gel
DERMISA – Skin Fade Cream
MARK. – Hook Up Lip Gloss in the color Honey
YES TO TOMATOES – Daily Pore Scrub
WHIP HAND COSMETICS – Loose Pigment Eyeshadow in the color Medal Of Honor
SKINN COSMETICS – Color Touch Eye, Cheek, & Lip Glow in the color Teen Tone

March beauty army