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"Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love."
Rainer Maria Rilke

Here’s my quote of the day! And I’ll let you interperate it.

Thing’s with Brandon and me have been going great. still haven’t found out if I’m pregnent. Haven’t had a chance to go get a test done at the doctors. I’m gonna try to make an appointment tomorrow. I’m intrigued to find out if I am. Because if I’m not, there’s got to be another reason why I’m having all these symptoms. Including missing my monthly. I’m hoping to find out about it before I have my review with DSHS.

On another note, I’ve been writing of course. I’ve written an outline to my first part of the book. We’ll see how it goes. I’ve already written thirtyseven pages. The outline is six pages long too lol. I also haven’t added details to the writing. It’s mostly dialog. I’m loving my characters. And I’m still creating their world along with personalities. I’m excited to see if I’ll finish it.

I’ve been playing WoW. Lilwinky is up to lvl 55, loonybin is lvl 70, almost 71. And Ellenor is lvl 82. I’ve had to lvl them so I can lvl their professions. Otherwise haven’t been doing much else on there.

Other then that I’ve been watching Bones and Highlander. I’m loving it.

Though, I’ll admit I’ve been keeping watch of the news. Very unusual for me. But sense they’ve been talking about trying to lower the US debt. If they don’t come to a desicion, I might not get SSI. And if I do, it won’t be that much to live off of. They’ve already lowered it to the point where I’m just maneging to float. But not by much. There was another artical that pissed me off. Talking about the state taking kids away for being obiese. That pisses me off cuz I was an obiese kid, and the state threatened to take me away for it too. My parents were forced to take me to a dietition. Which was stupid. Mostly because, I was an active kid. I ate three meals a day. I ran around, rode my bike, and didn’t indulge in sweets. I didn’t start losing weight till I practically starved myself for three months. Though, my reasoning for it is not something I wish to talk about. But my point is, not everyone can lose weight the same way. Everyone is different, and it takes different ways for it to happen. All in all it really pissed me off. The state has no right to do that.

So anywhos, I’m gonna shut up for now. Hopefully, the next time I post I’ll be putting the test results. So till next time. Laterz!

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 Well, I made chicken and dumpling soup today. It’s simple to make, just takes for ever to cook. Sense I make everything from scratch. Even the broth. It turned out delicious. My mom’s already saying i’m making it again this month. We’ll see <.< 
I also ordered a cook book offline. It’s recipes from the great depression. I figured it’ll help with finding dishes that are simple, cheap, and good. otherwise haven’t been doing much. It’s hot as hell right now. And I know it’s going to get hotter the further we get into summer.

Still been trying to write. not getting far when I can’t seem to get rid of my head ache. It’s like a constant migraine. It feels like someone wont stop stabbing me in the eye. I dunno It might also be because of allergies.

Anyways, don’t got much to talk about today. So, till next time. Laterz!