Yes I’m still behind on making video’s but i’ll get back to doing them here soon. I’ve been feeling alot better the past few days. Been trying to read. Also, been watching movies a lot. I have about 23 video’s planned out its just getting them filmed and uploaded and what not. So yeah, I got things sorted out its just getting around to doing them.
I was happy that I was able to dye my hair. Dyed it black again. Got tired of being half brown half black lol. Been doing my makeup as usual. Just haven’t practiced doing anything new. I should though…
The state cut down how much I’ll be getting every month again. how the hell do they expect a person to live off of $197 for a month. To be able to pay bills and to take care of themselves on that little bit. I think it’s just bull shit. I’m so tired of this. I hate that I can’t work. I hate that I’m limited on things. I would like to just get my life figured out so I can either go to school or get a job. I don’t want anything other then that. Why is that to much to ask for. But when I try to get all sorted out my body basically says fuck you. Then I end up having a seizure. It’s so messed up. I hate this. Oh well, I’ll get something figured out.
So there’s my rant for the day.
Well, I decided if I can get $50 to spend on my self I’m gonna get the other side of my lip pierced. I asked for my tounge pierced for my birthday. My mom said we’ll see if we can afford it that month. So yeah, I figure thats better then asking for a tattoo that can possibly cost up to $200. My brothers don’t think it’ll cost that much but I want to be on the safe side and have that much on me just in case.
Anywho’s, that’s pretty much it for now. I’ll try to do another post soon, but we’ll see. I only post when I got stuff to talk about. So yeah, till next time. Laterz!