Okay sense last night I’ve calmed down. The only thing I can do now is just be friends with him. If he ever wants more then that he knows where to find me. But till then I’m gonna be searching for someone else. I just know I felt really happy and at ease with him. Oh well, back to the drawing board.
So i’ll get back to what I was talking about last night. Back to reading the Night Angel series. I still got a stack of books sitting on my desk waiting to be read. I’ll prolly be going back and forth from book to book reading them till one catches my attention to where I can’t stop thinking about it. So thats all I have to say about books.
Got the shattering nail polish. I can’t believe it thats the most I’ve ever spent on a nail polish. Though, I’m happy so its all good lol. Planning on getting alot more makeup and polish. Not sure what I’m gonna get next but we’ll see how much money I have next month.
I gotta put my dream on here that I had. I just can’t stop thinking about it. In the dream I’m climbing a mountain. when I get to the top theres a lake thats clear blue and you can see several jewels on the bottom. I walk around till I’m suddenly standing in the middle of the lake with an arrow. Aiming at a jewel that’s shaped like a heart. I have to bend back wards and aim through to sticks. But I hit the target straight on. This dream has intrigued me so much. Then last night I had a dream that I was standing next to a tiger that the people around me were trying to cage up. Then put into a zoo. That was on private property. I know that before that happened I was upset and I met this man who sat and comferted me. I don’t know who he was. But I know I felt him to be a good friend. I have a feeling those two dreams have strong meanings behind them and I’ll find out soon what that is.
Well this was what else I wanted to add to my post last night. Before I found out that Nick didn’t want more then a friendship. Anyways, I hope everyone is doing good and living happy right now. I know it’s going to take some time for me to find that special someone. And I have patiance and hope that it will happen. I’m hoping it’ll happen this year. But lets not push it lol. Okay till next time. Laterz!